haiis... anyway, merry late late christmas.... life just sucks la huh. it's all nothing but work, home, dance and sleep. not really living my life to the fullest.... ohh... wad is this... anyway, 80th anniversary at the indoor stadium was fun. took lots of photo. oh... some how some day, i gave birth to three children with rachel zhuang magically.... bing xiang er zi, sheryl choo nv er, & jasmine xiao mei. really love the times we've spent together. they never never fails to make my day. especially when i'm with laogong rachel... hahas... oh. freak idiotic spray paint. fails to work man. i dun understand why do you still exist in this world. it's like it is stated there that it is a fabric paint, and that it is for textile. but at the back when sheryl choo read it, it is said to not use on clothes. so contradicting. me and rachel spent hours looking for fabric paint, but in the end, POW!!! everything's FAKE!!! OUR PLAN FAILED.... me and rachel stood there like some idiot. laughing away continously that bing xiang, sheryl choo, and jasmine thought we siao.... it's like damn pathetic lorrs.... life seriously sucks sometimes. anyway, i feel like asking someone some questions. when would you learn to treasure me? i dunno why, but it seems kinda awkward when i see you, although you feel happy to have met me somehow. i cant imagine how i can just be like the past and act like nothing had happened before. it's kinda hard to lose you though. but when i'm ready to put ya down, you asked for patch. but when ya say break, you said it so easily like nothing had happened. i kinda getting sick and tired of all this sort of "RUBBISH" but well, i guessed i'm used to it already. maybe, the next time when you say you wanna break, i might not even shed a single tear. now, that we are together again, it seems like i no longer really matter to you at all. ALL MY FRIENDS SAY I'M STUPID TO HAVE AGREED ON PATCHING... i'm speechless...